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Pageant of a Happening

by Sensory Triggered

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1.
I’m lay in the bed where you were next to me / The rain it taps the window, reminding me If I were to turn around in the night / An empty space is all that’s there where you laid I was wondering what you’d say / If I said “would you be mine?” / Would you call me yours? There’s strong winds forecast through tonight / I lie awake, hoping the roof stays on, hoping I will sleep The world wouldn’t be as bad if you were mine / If I could find the words to say, I’d stand a chance I was wondering what you’d say / If I said “would you be mine?” / Would you call me yours? Let me know
2.
Get It Right 04:28
Leaning out your skylight, a sea of orange floods the streets, you pass the lighter There is no place at all where I would rather be tonight as I exhale the smoke We may have no money but stronger than we’ve ever been, we get by scrimping Talking of what we’d do if we should win the lottery as we wait for the bus This is our time / This is our city / And you’re the one / Don’t ever let this change Stay by my side / We got a good thing / Lets get it right / Don’t ever let this change Now the winter has gone I spend a week or two with you, it feels so natural Summer walks and your friends to waste away an afternoon, and nights to share with you This is our time / This is our city / And you’re the one / Don’t ever let this change Stay by my side / We got a good thing / Lets get it right / Don’t ever let this change And I could stay here forever, with you, with you And someday soon I’ll be earning enough to see plans through This is our time / This is our city / And you’re the one / Don’t ever let this change Stay by my side / We got a good thing / Lets get it right / Don’t ever let this change
3.
Oh it means so much to me you know, that you came to me cause you were down That you felt you needed me tonight, well, that’s why I’m here And there’s nothing that you could say to me that would change the way that I feel for you And I’ll stand by you, if you’ll stand by me I’ll be here, this is unconditional I could never judge you please believe, whether you pass or fail don’t mean a thing Cause I fell for you as you are, deeper than you’d ever know I have heard that love is blind and well, maybe that is true, but I see you And I see a future for us both, and you say you see it too And there’s nothing that you could say to me that would change the way that I feel for you And I’ll stand by you, if you’ll stand by me I’ll be here, this is unconditional Always knew, I always knew since I first saw you This is it, this is it, somehow it’s meant to be You are perfect to me And there’s nothing that you could say to me that would change the way that I feel for you And I’ll stand by you, if you’ll stand by me I’ll be here, this is unconditional
4.
Concrete and bright lights A shared history within these streets I'm on my own, you’ve left it all behind A future always there but I ignored the voice inside Stepping out of your house In summer; it was thirty celsius I heard the cooling waters of a stream in the heat so dry For a moment it seemed that everything was fine, It was fine September came around so fast Yes I knew that summer couldn’t last You were chasing the sun going east all on your own All as planned, but I just couldn’t be alone Rainclouds they rolled in When summer took its final bow And our plans were flooded then and there There was nothing we could do There was nothing
5.
Lullaby 04:27
I’m lay here in silence, you’re fast asleep I’ve never felt this loved despite our fears But I know this can’t last forever now The best thing, to happen to me was you Your life has now begun, so much to prove And now I know though my love still grows That you can’t stay by my side I guess that it’s time to let you go now I don’t belong here We had the, the best times, I won’t forget And every last minute I don’t regret But our time has come to an abrupt end But even though it’s my last night with you Tomorrow the world will keep spinning round So have a good life, be all you can And I’ll be so proud of you Go out and find someone to love As much as I love you I’m lay here, heartbroken, falling asleep And I’ll dream, that I am, holding you near to me
6.
Walking, walking endlessly / Searching, searching on these streets As night begins to fall, I try to avoid taking your call / Coz I ain’t got the strength tonight I have said what needs to be said / I can’t turn around now Can’t take back the messages read / I’ve got to stand my ground Please stop talking because I’m just broken I can’t take the pain of all this, now our time is up And there's no blame to place here and though I'm the bombardier I guess it had to end here, now our time is up You say, you say, it can be / Good like before, and maybe But now it's too far gone, and it feels like we're different people / To those that we once used to be Even if I had second thoughts / I cannot be swayed now Can’t take back those messages sent / There's no other way Please stop talking because I’m just broken I can’t take the pain of all this, now our time is up And there's no blame to place here and though I'm the bombardier I guess it had to end here, now our time is up
7.
It’s times like tonight I miss you the most and nobody knows All of my friends were here as I host all on my own We used to dream of a future together Now I dream on my own I don’t want somebody else’s arms around me tonight because There’s nobody else who could take up your place, I just need you here with me I don’t wanna dream anymore, when I do it’s only of you You’re still in control, you don’t even know just what I’ve been through Oh I think back, you got your head on my shoulder You’re fast asleep I don’t want somebody else’s arms around me tonight because There’s nobody else who could take up your place, I just need you here with me We had arranged our shared destiny Now it’s rewritten, never to be And we may as well just be strangers again We’re just strangers I don’t want somebody else’s arms around me tonight because There’s nobody else who could take up your place, I just need you here with me Here with me
8.
You’re like a bombshell I don’t want to disturb, but the more I’ll leave it, the more likely it’ll hurt You’re like a road that moves, constantly out of reach, no matter where I’m at, you’re miles away from me I swear that it is true. years are so much shorter without you You can roll the years away, someday I’ll come back to stay I’m just a visitor travelling from the past, nobody ever saw me, long ago surpassed And somehow I still see opportunities, but I will pass them by cause they are not for me I swear that it is true. years are so much shorter without you You can roll the years away, someday I’ll come back to stay I’m not old, but I’m not longer young and there’s no second chances as far as I know I swear that it is true. years are so much shorter without you You can roll the years away, someday I’ll come back to stay
9.
Tired of dreaming and something must be done, but I can’t seem to reach you in the waking hours I live in hope that all of this will stop, but you’ve moved forward and I’m stuck pining for you I don’t know the reason I came here, I don’t know what I think I’ll find Life continues the same for you in the place I left you and nothing’s changed A slight reminder, and now I’m set off again, it’s like my brain knows better but too weak too defend And all the words I’ve said so many times, they cannot change things cause they’re stuck in my mind I don’t know the reason I came here, I don’t know what I think I’ll find Life continues the same for you in the place I left you and nothing’s changed Set me free, set me free, erase these memories Or come on, yeah come on, you can save me I don’t know the reason I came here, I don’t know what I think I’ll find Life continues the same for you in the place I left you and nothing’s changed
10.
Reunited 04:02
After all this time has passed I’m somehow here with you and it’s like we paused and went back I feel your arms around me Lets not come apart ever again cause I can’t go through what I went through all that time and now you look into my eyes and tell me that it’s true this time Now we can start where we stopped, embrace the good that happened to us both when we did part, the distance travelled since and Lets not come apart ever again cause I can’t go through what I went through all that time and now you look into my eyes and tell me that it’s true this time Don’t go… I look into the eyes that I’d longed to see for so long You kiss me softly as I drift slowly into slumber Help, I think I’m falling…
11.
Epilogue 01:45
…Now conscious there’s nobody here next to me / The rain it taps the window reminding me Of the time I last saw you on repeat / The scene it plays round my head, can’t sleep no more We went for a drink before you caught the bus / No different from so many times before We then had a cigarette and it was time / A last embrace and then you walked up the steps The doors closed I watched you set off / Without a clue that it would be the last time I’d see you And so ended everything we’d become / An empty space is all thats left where you were

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released February 8, 2019

WORDS AND MUSIC BY Dean James

ALL SONGS Copyright Control 2019, D.J Adshead (BMI)

ALL INSTRUMENTS PERFORMED BY Dean James except drums on tracks 2, 6 and 8 by Oliver Shillito, acoustic guitars on track 6 by Oliver, bass and rhythm guitar on track 8 by Oliver, guitars/bass on track 6 by Paul Copestake and drums on track 10 by A. Macintosh.

RECORDED AT “The Office” in Pontypridd. Additional recording at The Cube in Cardiff, Wellington Road in Eccles and Oliver Shillito Productions in Manchester. Tracked between March 2013 and December 2018.

PRODUCED AND MIXED BY Dean James except tracks 2, 6 and 8 by Oliver Shillito.

MASTERED BY Oliver Shillito.

COVER PHOTO BY Thomas Niblett

Special thanks to Oliver Shillito for his patience and creative input.

www.sensorytriggered.co.uk

WORDS AND MUSIC BY Dean James

ALL SONGS Copyright Control 2019, D.J Adshead (BMI)

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I'm Dean, aka Sensory Triggered. I write songs, record albums and also compose instrumentals. Manchester born and raised.

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